i simply dont believe you. i think YOU believe you communicate better, and "have a new lease on life", as another put it, but really your IQ is no better. You are the same slug that crawled into the org from day 1, except that the cult has given you positive reinforcement. youre just brainwashed.
no one is "attacking" you. its the corporation disguised as a "church" that is under PR siege. as well as it SHOULD be. your auditing and OT sessions should be FREE. someone is profiting from that, dont you understand? and please dont compare that to other (real) churches. most of them do not require donations for attendence or to take part in religious exercises.
please grow up.